Life

I havent been posting blogs lately.
Just tellin you how my days been and stuff.
A lot has been going on these past couple of week.
Relationships have changed.
Friends have changed.
People have changed.
I got in trouble yesterday for giving my parents a "attitude"
So no more iss and buying shoes and monthly allowance.
I need to go get my job and get my life going.
I cant just stay at home all day and count on mom and dad.
I need to be in the outside world where money is hard to come by.
Once you've achieved that you'll realize how hard it really is to make 200 a month.
Lately have been having mixed emotions.
Scared that im not gonna become succesful.
Worried im not going to be able to find a good job.
And most of all mad at my ownself for making those stupid decesions.
I need to stop spending my money as soon as i get it.
Cause it seems like i want everything.
But when i think about it do it really need it or do i just want it?
Life is full of surprises.
Some might be good and some might be bad.
I just hope that when something good happens to me it'll stay this time.

Shoot from today. Felt like i had nothing else to do

Is that you?

lol


Be safe